Saturday, July 9, 2022
Hey Big Sis,
I'm so lost for words. We were just sitting in your room the night before laughing at a TV show. We said good night on FaceTime when I got home. No way I would know that would be it for us. I wasn't ready for you to stop telling me "shut the f... up", "sit the h... down" and stop waking you up.
My heart is so broken, I cry every evening when I reach for my iPad to tell you good night. I can't FaceTime you in the mornings to check on you. Wow, I feel so alone.
I'm so hurt right now, I wasn't ready for you to go.
I love you all the way to Heaven. Give Mom a big hug for me.
